havent been blogging for a very long time already.. haha.. cos i got no time.. life have been busy for me nowadays.. tues, thurs and sat will be having my dragonboat, wed will be basketball and fri will be my project smile workshop.. my only free time ish mon and sun.. 

i heard dat my dragonboat will be changing the training days to mon, wed, fri and sat from april onwards...

i duno if i should continue my basketball in sch.. cos i dun reali lyk the way i'm being treated.. the seniors r not very frenly and the way the coach talk 2 me ish as if she wanna pick a fight.. i shall not elaborate on wat exactly happened cos ish not a good thing 2 talk abt.. baby ask me 2 quit oso.. i should juz listen 2 her.. hehe..

anyway, i found my way back into love again!!! hehehe.. ish since sun nite.. ish jf!!! haha.. i found myself in love wif her once again.. i love her..

a damn shit day for me man.. i wasted $30 on cab fare 2 travel 2 my sch lahz.. 2day i went 2 take bus 969 to get to sch den cos all along i've been using my di di's ezlink card mahz.. so i've been very careful in order not 2 get caught and pay fine.. i was actually very very tired actually.. cos i guess i still haven't got used 2 going 2 sch timing ba, so i'm very happy dat i managed 2 get myself a seat.. den who knows dat when the moment i thot i can take a nap in the bus, i saw this lady holding the machine lyk thing and trying 2 get ppl's ezlink card 2 scan on it.. ish only den dat i realised dat dat lady ish the bus conductor lahz.. i jumped out of my seat and faster drop at the next stop lahz.. lucky i never dosed off lahz!! or else it'll be the end of my time man!! haha.. anyway, i tried 2 hop onto the next 969, hoping dat she will be gone but who knows again, she boarded the same bus as me and started checking.. damn shit.. 45cents gone for juz 1 stop!!!

by the time i dropped off from the second bus, i realised dat if i still going 2 wait for the next bus, i'll surely be very late.. will be at least an hour loh.. so thinking of not 2 be late for sch, i can only cab down 2 sch.. datz the only way already.. so i hired this trans cab 2 cab 2 sch.. den suddenly i jumped up again.. cos i only haf $18 in my wallet.. definitely not enough de lor.. so i asked the uncle whether he accept nets or not, den he say 'sorry, we dun!' wah lau!!! damn sian diao lahz.. so he gotta drive me 2 the nearest posb atm at khatib lahz.. anyway, i boarded the cab at chong bang.. the meter ish jumping at 20cents lahz.. damn shit!!! so but the time i reach sch ish $30.. cos there's jam on the expressway.. there goes my $30.. damn sian diao.. but i rather $30 than $100 lahz.. cos if i'm not wrong, the fine ish $100..

went for my 1st project smile workshop 2day.. ish such a good one.. i dun regret for signing it up at all!!!! hohoho... and ish juz $20 and ish deducted from edusave lahz..hahaha.. damn happy abt it.. ish from 3-5.. still got another 5session 2 go.. hmmm.. i duno if i should give next fri's a miss.. cos i gotta settle my chalet's stuff worz.. but i reali dun wan 2 miss it at all!!!!! how man..... haiz....

hmmm.. i guess ish a crush.. ish juz a crush.. haha.. (",c)

went down 2 met bro and wif at their sch before my workshop.. there they introduced so called 'my future wife' 2 me.. haha.. in my imagination, she's a famine gal... but.. haha.. she's far too manly 2 me.. haha.. it was so awkward at dat point of time lahz... she's shy, i'm shy and so on.. fortunately i gotta leave for my workshop man.. haha.. if me & her reali become an item, i duno if she's the man or i'm the man loh.. haha.. so nonsense!!! (",c)

had my dragonboat training 2day.. training 2day was so damn tough.. ish so tough dat at the end of the training i duno even haf the energy 2 stand on my feet lahz.. haha.. i feel as if i'm dying.. haha.. hands r shivering lyk mad.. when i lift up my hands, i can even feel the suan-ness in my hand.. aching on my thigh and stomach... haha.. but i juz lyk it so much!!!!! thot of giving up at 1st.. but dat ish juz a thot lahz.. I'M NOT GIVING IT UP SO EASILY!!!! even if my future gf will against it, i'll still carry on wif it.. COS I LOVE IT SO MUCH!!! hehe.. (",c)

jf called me when i was on my way home after my dragonboat training.. she called me twice but i didn't felt the vibration for her 1st call.. she was happily talking 2 me at 1st but lata part, she cried.. i duno watz going on wif her and her csc stuffs.. but i noe she's feeling very very sad.. i duno how i can cheer her up, so i offered 2 pei her go eat twister fries when i'm free.. i guess ish she's too tired out wif her csc lahz.. and she says she's tired.. rite from the start of her things, i already told her not 2 take up too many commitments already, cos i scare dat she'll tired herself out lyk wat she's going thru now... but she doesn't understand it at dat time.. she feels dat i'm actually controlling her.. well.. there's nothing much i can do at dat time.. cos i dun wan her 2 feel dat i'm tying her up.. now there's nothing much i can do either.. cos i duno how i can help her.. all i noe ish dat she needs a break from her commitments but there is nothing i can do 2 help.. she's going 2 be tied up until july.. ish such a long time.. i hop dat in between, from now till july, she can get some break in between.. or else i'm worried dat she'll breakdown.. i hope everything will turn out fine for her soon!!!!

actually i'm quite curious why she'll call me.. y m i the one she wanna talk to.. i was very very shocked dat i saw the caller's id ish her name.. ish reali so shocked.. cos ever since we reali broke, she seldom even reply my msg not 2 say call me... and how the hell on earth she knows dat i haf training on tues?? cos i never mention 2 anyone regarding i've got training on tues worz.. she's damn smart!!

anyway, i feel my feelings for the someone ish getting stronger.. ish this considered a crush or i'm falling in love again??? i juz look 4ward 2 see her each day in sch.. and i juz wan 2 talk 2 her.. the feeling ish lyk........ hmmm....... i duno how 2 say it.. but i juz can't wait 2 bump into her in sch..